If I think Cat Stevens is cool is that because I thought the seventies where cool because that's when my sister thought it was cool when she was in high school and my sister is cool in high school and I think she is cool and so that's why I still want to be like my sister? And maybe it was the 70s that taught her this. And Steve Jobs was my age in the 70s and ect. ect. But why did I stop on the 70s and some people chose different times. Maybe we choose a time that is roughly 12 years older than we are now. Because we were all scarred in life during our adolecenst years. Those bastard years where we lost all our coordination. Or is it just because my 12 yearold year was shitty. I think I took 5th place in the 100m sprint. I think that was the first time I had ever not gotten first. 5th grade or Sophomore year that life just really punched me in the face. Like literally. Like acne, and braces, and a total loss of athletic ability. I didn't make the basketball team that year. These moments are the reasons when I wanted to be "cool" like my sister. And my sister was "cool" when I was going through these experiences. And so they became part of my process for dealing with the worst parts of life. Trying to be "cool." So I look at what the "cool" people seem to be doing. And alot of them seem to be looking at the 70s like me. And so I go hang out with them. And they are actually doing cool things. They are playing in bands and they are doing music and drugs. And those were a big part of my 70s. And so I go there. And I have seen your face. And I like it. And I don't just like it because it is easy. I like it because it is trouble.
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